Have I forgotten that much?
I had forgotten just how bad "IT" could get . . .
"IT" is back pain. Oh, I know - everyone has had 'it'. But, still suffering from recurring "IT", I hope and pray that everyone has not had "IT".
When the pain goes up from the normal 2 to 5 level to the "IT" level 4 to 8, life goes from tolerable to insane in a hurry. I cannot stand for more than a few minutes. I cannot sit in the same position long. I cannot sleep well (not that I have slept through many nights in the last 5 years as 'it' has hurt daily), and I get down right mad at the world.
What is bad, is that I often get in a very foul mood for half an hour to two hours before I realize how bad the pain has gotten - side effect of living with pain for too long. By the time I realize my bitter enemy is back, I am miserable.
"IT" has ahold of me for the next couple of hours.
"IT" is back pain. Oh, I know - everyone has had 'it'. But, still suffering from recurring "IT", I hope and pray that everyone has not had "IT".
When the pain goes up from the normal 2 to 5 level to the "IT" level 4 to 8, life goes from tolerable to insane in a hurry. I cannot stand for more than a few minutes. I cannot sit in the same position long. I cannot sleep well (not that I have slept through many nights in the last 5 years as 'it' has hurt daily), and I get down right mad at the world.
What is bad, is that I often get in a very foul mood for half an hour to two hours before I realize how bad the pain has gotten - side effect of living with pain for too long. By the time I realize my bitter enemy is back, I am miserable.
"IT" has ahold of me for the next couple of hours.
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